Today I woke up wishing
you were here with me, I wanted
us to be something that we'd
probably never be..

I'd wish that we could be together <3

you don`t have to be together
for him to break your heart

You tell me everyday about the girl you love,
but you'll never hear about the boy I'm in love with <3

and even though i know its not true, i cant help but hope that everytime you smile joke or show off, that your doing it for me

i guess me getting upset over little things is a way of showing how much i care

find a guy who doesn't care if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open, sing off key,cry
at the movies, or act like an insane person..
& all it does is make him love you even more

i hate the way i dont hate you, not even 
  close, not even a little bit, not even at all 
               - 1O things i hate about you<3

&& even though I remind myself that we'll
probably never be together, I still won't let
myself f a l l for anyone else <3

I just wanna call him up and be like
"Take it or leave it" -- but I'm afraid to
because I have a feeling he'll leave it
because he doesn't need me as much as I need him..

i hate it when my cellphone rings
& your name doesn't show ;
i hate it when i hear our song
it kills me long + slow ;
i hate the way you still smile at me ;
even though she's at your side
i hate the nights when i'm all alone ;
& all the times i cried
i hate the way you say my name
or just the way you look ;
i hate the way you'll never see
& the way you'll never know.

Him:I can`t wait to go to sleep.
Her:Tired?
Him:Nope.
Her:Oh..okay.
Him:I just love my dreams.
Her:What are they about?
Him:You.

he said:
so tell me all about it. tell me about the plans
you're making. tell me one thing more before i go..
tell me how am i supposed to live without you now that
i've been loving you so long, and how am i supposed to
carry on when all that i've been living for is gone?

Ex boyfriends -
are like an old pair of shoes
you know that you don't need
them anymore, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them.

TRUTH ABOUT GiRLS; FACT # 18
It doesn't matter who dumped who or why.  Whenever
we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us. Not
because we`re not over you, but because we know that
we used to be that girl.

hey guys i got tired of doing this so i just did quotes ill update bout everything later!

<33 always

jenn

Ok wow i havent updated in like 2 weeks..WOO ok lol well last weekend was amazing cuz we had 4 days off n yea we went to cowboys sunday nite n then slept at keelys well me n lexie did n then we woke up n the guy turned off the power haha it was so funny ne way yea so slept at keelys again on monday nite n the tuesday i did nothing but this week was only a 3 day week but it sucked but this friday i went home with mk n then we ate n stuff n then we went tot he playground n swung until these lil grls wanted to swing so we gave r swings to them..i know how nice we r rite? lol ne way then blaise came over n watched us get ready so yea it was fun stuff lol n then we went to the game which was fun like always n then went to paradise with a bunhc of ppl n then i wnt to steph's for the nite witht he grls..we just hung out talked on the fone n watched rae preform a lil play for us haha LOSER hah jk ilu! n e way then we ate n all felt sick so we like passed out on the floor haha it was funny n then we ended up going to bed at like 130? then i woke up at 8 cuz keely was up n didnt feel good so then we all ended up waking up it was fun stuff lol then me n lexie didnt go back to sleep n every1 else did so then we left cuz lexie was stayign with me SATURDAY N SUNDAY cuz her parents were at auburn so yea we definetly had fun especially wen i burn my nose ahhahahahahaha well saturday i woke up n my dad made me vacuume the whole freakin housse but i said i only would if he took em n lexie for a smoothie so he did n then we got a movie n yea so i vacuumed n sang while lexie lsitened to my singign n watched me lol n then we took a nap n then got r stuff ready nwent to kohls witht he grls n then back to racheals to get ready for blakes party! it was fun so then we went to blakes it was fun stuff n then went bac to keeys for the nite...hahahahaha it was so much fun! lexie went rollerblading n like wiped out n iwas on the strett liek cracking up haha it was the funniest thing evernt hen we came back isnide n me rae n keely went downstairs n watched scream ahh i was so scared~ then we went to bed at like 3? idk n me rae keely n vic slept in the basemnt n meg steph n lexie slpt upstairs so i woke up at like 5 n had to got ot eh bathroom but then i couldnt find my way back downtairs so i ened up sleeping on the floor upstairs with lexie haha she rolled over n liek slapped me cuz she didnt know i was there it hurt hah but ne way then she gave me some covers haha shes so nice ahha luv ya grl ne way n then this mornig i woke up n then ahd to go cuz i had hw so left around 11 n then did hw n stuff n then i jsut got bac from eating dinner at ocharleys yumm i love that place well il update soon i promise lol

Luv yall!

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Quotes*

Me && You   When you get lonely Just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember thats where mine fit perfectly

You are the one who's always in my head.
           You're the one I dream of. You're the one
            I think of as I lay in bed. You're the one I
   love. There's nobody in this world I'd rather be with <3

&& she feels like letting go.

Hold on to what you love
Stay true to what you know
take everything you dream of
and never let it go <3

&& all she wants is someone that will treat
her riqht. someone that will call her
beautiful when she needs it the most
someone that will love her endlessly

i know he may not be the hottest guy to you-
but he is to me.. & theres just something
about him that makes my heart drop to
my feet  e v e r y t i m e  i see him     <3

she'll says she hates you, she'll say she
never loved you. she'll say doesn't ever,
want you back but deep down inside  `'
the only possible way she could mean -
this is if her fingers we're crossed __ <3

if you see me walking with someone else, it's not because
i love them. it's because you're ;; not there to walk beside me.
if i fall in love with someone else it's not because i wanted to.it's
because you weren't there to catch me when i wanted you __ </3

it's hard enough when the one you love
doesn't love you back .. but it is even harder
to watch him love someone else. <|3

don't look at me like that,
i don't feel like falling for you
all over again - - -
i can't afford the heartbreak <3

you know he's something special'
when no matter what kind of mood your
in, he can always manage to make you smile .

ever [ n o t i c e ] the only boys we
complain [ a b o u t ] are the ones
we care about the most

AHHH! ok well i havent updated in forever!!lol well the school week was boring. It was homecoming week so each day u had to dress up as like something idk..i didnt do it ..lol ne way but Wednesday i went to the powderpuff game to watch all the grls! n then Thursday i went to the football game for a lil bit..they lost..so sad ne way on friday we had a pep rally n thats always fun lol n then keelys dad came to get us at school and took us to target to get white tanks n beads to amke shirts for teh homecoming game~! so he took us back here n we made homecoming shirts!! they were so cute!! lol ne way so then keelys mom came n got us n took us to the game haha she was like omg yall r so cute n im so excited for u haha it was soo funny but i love her lol ne way so got to the game n jsut hung out it was a lot of fun except for the fact that i got water dumped all over me n yes i was in a white shirt lol n o yea SOME1 borke all my beads but ne way after the game we went to paradise n then keely mk n vici came back here to spend the nite!..It was a lot of fun but we all decided to go to bed early cuz saturday was homecoming!!! woo lol so we went to bed at like 2 n then i woke up at 8 n took a shower n did my toes~! then my mom screamed at me for takign a shower cuz she said my ahir wouldnt have stay curly the whole nite but neway then mk woke up n she left to go get ready n then vic n keely woke up n we hung out n then vic left n then me n keely hung out na mde dances hahaha it was hilarious lol then she left to go get her nails done n i got ready n then went to the mall to get my makeup done ahaha..i was interesting the grl was really good who did it n then she was like u do the other eye n i tried n screwed it up so bad so she had to redo all my makeup ne way then i went to my hair appt. at like 115 n this lady liek screwed up my hair so bad lol it looked like i had like 2 horns on my head or something lol ne way so then after i got home at like 3 quick got dressed n stuff n then went to lexie's to take pictures at 4 then went to megans round 430 to meet up with oiur dates n take those picutres n then i drove with taylor mk n cam to the MCC to meet up with the other 50 ppl lol ne way every1 looked so gorgeous!!! so we took more pictures then ate dinner which was really good lol me cam taylor n mk sat at a table haha mk ahh there gone stuff r faces!! ahaha ilu grl ne way then after we got on the bus..it was fun even tho every1 thought i was liek high cuz i was so hyper lol ne way got to the dance..i thought it was fun but every1 thought it was boring so then we left at like 10? n then went to the after party!!! omg i so got crunk lol i had so much fun with every1!!! it was amazinggggggg!!!!!ill nver forget it n im so pissed its over ..now we have nothing to look forward to lol but ne way it was soo fun so then every1 left n then all the grls came back to my house n we brought some cake from the partty n ate that n subs that mrs campagna bought us n yea were fat lol ne way so then we all were liek dead but then some of us went int eh hot tub n stuff n meg n rae n jana like fell asleep n thena t like 330 we all fell asleep except lexie n keely who stayed up forevver lol till lik 5? idk ne way so then we woke up at like 11 n my mom amde bacon n chocolate chip pancakes n then every1 left n me n lexie hung out..hahah it was so funny!!! lol i like lauhged straight for like 30 minutes ne way so yea thenw e took her home n i picked up my camera t chels's n then dropped it off i got my pictures back and they r SOOOO CUTEE!! lol ne way yea so im excited they are adorable so pretty syhed about that n now im watchign football with my dad n then eating n hen goign to bed early cuz i got liek no sleep this weekend! ill update later!

HOMECOMING 05 was amazing with yall*

Comment<33

jenn*

Quotes*

it's like half of me wants to be with him
&& the other half wants to get over him
i guess i'll always have that some -
thing for him.<3

Caught in the middle of two, trying to choose ..
who I wanna love && who I wanna lose </33

and so tonight she'll fall asleep
with the headphones on, listening
to a song that reminds her of him *

because her eyes don't tear
doesn't, mean her heart ;;
doesn't cry. & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing wrong .<3

today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you .. every song i heard some how related to you .. i hate days like today because t on the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. her reply was "i dont miss you. i miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on saturday nights when we couldnt be together thinking of me..the guy who knew how to say sorry, the guy who came to my house after every fight, the guy who told me i looked like a rose, thats the guy i miss. you, well how could i miss you, i dont even know you.. ..and that`s what you get for falling again..you can never get him out of your head  <333     and so tonight she'll fall asleep with the headphones on, listening to a song that reminds her of him * you cant be "just friends" with the guy who makes you act like a clutz in his presence;; who causes you to stumble over your words. you cant be "just friends" with the guy that you fell head over heels for <3. because her eyes don't tear doesn't, mean her heart ;; doesn't cry. & just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong i thinK the only reasOn wHy people hOld ontO memOries so tight is Cuz memOrieS aRe the onLy thingS that dOn't   chAnge   when    everything (¯`*·»           eLse                  Does* on the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. her reply was "i dont miss you. i miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on saturday nights when we couldnt be together thinking of me..the guy who knew how to say sorry, the guy who came to my house after every fight, the guy who told me i looked like a rose, thats the guy i miss. you, well how could i miss you, i dont even know you.. ..and that`s what you get for falling again..you can never get him out of your head  <333 she was the kind of ( [ girl ] ) who a l w a y s f.e.l.l in ((love)) with the _wrong_ person,and nEVEr seemed to be able to get o u t of it </3 && she's so good at pretending that everything is alright... </3

Ok well yall dont comemnt ne more?? pshh haha jk ne way so this weekend was a lot of funN!!!..ne way ok so school was boring like always and then on friday i went home n got a snack n then lexie called n said her mom was going to get exorcism of emily rose tickets early so incase it sells out so she got me vic rae n lexie tickets since jana n keely were at softball n mk was with taylor n ditched us lol jpjp n e way so i got ready n then mrs campagna picked me up n stuff n then we went to go get vic n then she dropped us off at the movies to go see that movie..it was scary kinda ..me n vic didnt like it but rae n lexie did so thats good but ne way after we went to wendys n starbucks with a bunch of ppl so that was fun then my dad came to get us nb then we went bac to vics house for the nite..its the biggest house ever haha but she gave us  a tour it was pretty cool lol n her room is gigantic! lol ne way w hung out talked online n stuff n then went to bed at liek 2? idk ne way woke up at like 8 cuz rae had to leave n then we fell back asleep n woke up at 10 n then my mom came to get me to go get my dress for hc! i got like 3 dresses so i think im gonan wear the black one but idk lol ne way so then rae called and asked if i could do her hair for homecoming since she went to sequoyahs or w]e lol so then after hsopping i went to raes at like 215 n we hung out with this really wierrd grl lol who had a camera fone wen she was liekin 5th grade. yea not fair lol ne way so then i did her hair lol !! it eneded up really cute i thought lol but her mom had to help us n buy this headband for us lol but ne way yea it took me like 2 hours haha but i had binches of fun lol then i went to her picture party for like 30 minutes n then mrs theresa drove me home..so i got home n i dont memeber wat i did but then i went to moe's with my sister n her friend...yea that was interesting considering he is like 3 times my size n beat me up for shotgun? lol o yea n spilled water all over me so i was drenched lol ne way got home jana n vic came over we went to rays house which was fun well lol me n vic had fun ahah crosant?? hahahah i seriously liek peed haha jk ne way we left at 11? after ray thru a juice box at me lol n then came back here made cake talked online n ont he fone n hing out went to bed at 3? woke up at like 11 n vic was gone n me n jana ate cake n stuff n then she left round 12 so now im doing homework n then go get homecoming stuff!!!

im so excited bout homecoming woo! n mks bday is in like a week!!! luv ya grl*

Quotez*

A great love? - - -
Its when you shed tears for him..and still care for him
Its when he ignores you.. but you still long for him
Its when he starts loving another girl - -
And yet you manage to smile and find the courage to say
             " Im happy for you "

love is like standing on wet cement  --
the longer you stay ;; the harder  it is to
leave && you can never let go with out 
leaving your foot prints behind         <3

You know, its a little weird,having people look at me with you &
be like, why the hell is she with him
she could get so much better,
well guess what, what they dont know is,
there isnt any better, and even if there was
i wouldn't want it cause all i want is y o u *

when your thoughts revolve around
him && he's the one you feel the happiest with
there's just something about him you don't
see in other guys and when you're not with him,
the only place you want to be is in his arms..
that's when you know it's real

there will always be those aqward times
when we look at each other and remember
how things used to be .

Now there's just one
thing, the only thing I wanna do-I wanna love somebody
love somebody like you<3

i know it seems like a million years
ago we dated, but it wasn't maybe
you're over it, maybe it doesn't mean
anything to you anymore, maybe it
never did but it meant a lot to me, you
meant alot to me && you still do .
- - THE O.C *

and if i`m just gonna be another meaningless -
name in your little book of hookups then, do me
a favor and cross me out.

the damage has been done.
and even though i know he`s a jerk. and i know
that all he`ll do is hurt me . . i still love him. i still
want him. and i hate myself for it.. <|3

Y0U CAME iNT0 MY W0RLD
THAT SUMMER & TAUGHT ME
AB0UT THE iMP0RTANCE 0F
LETTiNG G0..

>&& you dont know how much it hurts;;
when he finally tells you who he likes *
&& its not your name- - - - - <3

dear diary,

         remind me to never judge how well I know

a person. because the one person I thought

I know best. I don`t even know anymore.

Smiles And Tears, Giggles And Laughs.
Late Night Calls And Cute Photographs.
I'll Be There For U Till Da Day Of My Death.
Best Gurlies Forever Till My Very Last Breath.

<33I love all mi grls soo muchh!!i have no idea wat id do without yall<33

<3

Hey yall...ok well nothing has happened this week at all! Just lots of tests n stuff n now i have a spansih test n lit test tomorrow which im studying for which is fun but tuesday and today ive had bball conditioning which today was so hard cuz it was hott n everything but yea..this weekedn i have no idea wat im doing yet but tomorrow i think im going to see the exorcism of emily rose or w\e which im pretty scared to go see cuz i get scared extremely easily lol ne way i just thought id update..the oc comes on tonite even tho i dont watch it lol!

*quotes*

&& i lost the only thing worth
(( fighting for ))

They .ignore. each other &
look .away. but deep down
they both know that it wasn't
supposed to .e.n.d. this way.

Isn¡¯t it funny how you can hate someone so much
but with just a few words you love them again

Bad times wake us up
To the good times we
Weren¡¯t paying attention to

I don¡¯t even care anymore. Every time I do care I get hurt

it`s not up to me anymore ;; if you
want me in your life you`ll find a way
to put me there.*